what should i do, when i'm torn between two sides? i've gotta make up my mind, i know. and fast. but it's so hard, when your feelings are warring with your logic. my heart's telling me not to listen to what's logical and real. if i go with my heart, i'll just end up hurting myself one day. but if i listen to my head instead, i'll get hurt as well. so what do i do now, when i'm going to end up hurting either way. i guess i'll just have to try and put everything aside. i really want to concentrate on my studies.

i just realised that my blog sounds very emo. but i'm actually alright i think. i just like to emo in words, and then after that i feel fine. i'm supposed to be working now, but i've got like no mood to do so at all la! sian.