working is tough. army now seems like a holiday camp. hit a rough patch recently, so i'm still trying to get back on my feet. maybe my work is partly affected by that other thing. but i'm not going to give up so easily. i'm a pretty stubborn person so even though i might not be doing very well recently, i will continue to push for better results and get better! i don't care if i'm not being very profitable at the moment.

staring at the people
staring back at me
and through these windows to my soul
i'm afraid of what they see