hello, long time no blog. been very lazy to blog recently. i'm staying out of camp these few days!! hehe. because there's some basketball competition thing held at nee soon camp since thurs till this coming wed. so after the game we have some training, then after that we just go home to rest.

today we played against CBRE i think. won by 10 pts hehe. but i think i damn bastard, i just keep disturbing and thrash talking the opponent until they damn dulan with me. hahaha! after the match i couldn't stay, cause i had an appointment at TTSH. went there to see doctor, and so tentatively i'm going for my surgery on 17 august! which means i won't be able to play basketball for quite a while :(

went home after that, then met up with wj to play basketball. headed down to devils for the first time in a very long while. super tired, and my leg hurt cause during the match earlier today someone ploughed their knee into my thigh muscle! blah. hurts like hell right now. didn't hurt that bad at first, but after playing and then sitting down, when the muscle started to cool down, the strain really started taking effect. sucks! i can't even climb stairs/walk down stairs properly. hopefully i can recover in time for the last group stage game on monday! because if we don't win that game we can't get into the semifinals!!

i don't know what i should do. it hurts, more than any physical injury. i might not behave like i care, but i really do. and it's just tearing me apart.