got an ulcer on my tongue!! and it sucks cause the ulcer is way inside, so everytime i move my mouth it hurts really really bad. even eating is a chore, so i've been eating very little. maybe can lose weight! haha!

recently i've been injuring myself alot somehow. i think i'm getting old. heh. just playing soccer gets my ankle all aching again, and think i overexerted while doing work, my shoulder hurts and i think i strained the muscle a bit.sucks. got training tomorrow, and i have been doing my best to recover by sitting at home all day. okay wellll. i'm not sitting home cause i'm trying to recover though. i'm home not by choice, but merely by convenience. anyway most of my friends are in army, so how to go out siaaaaaaaaaaa! unless people ask me out :) but too late lol. so you, yes you, put down your mobile phone no point smsing me now HAHA okay lame. oh and staying home helps save money too :)

stayed up really late last night watching shows. talked to richie for a bit - he's having a bit of problems. i hope everything goes fine for him cause it'll be such a waste if everything goes down the drain now. relationships suck man. seems like everyone suffers from relationship problems. phew it's hell of a good thing i've not been involved in one for a long while :) i think i've changed a lot since my previous relationship. matured, maybe? i don't know. but my outlook, my perspective on things have deviated alot from what i used to believe in. failed relationships may suck, hurt and leave a deep scar for a very long time, but like what they always say "what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger". i guess it's true to some extent. going through a relationship really helps a person to develop, and even though it was never meant to be,no matter how hard i tried to get back, at least i've learnt something.

i've learnt the hard way not to take things for granted, and now at least i'm a better person. :) so i'll never make the same mistake again.