today was a bounce back day. not exactly very good sales today, but then hopefully today will mark the start of a new me. i want to be recognised. recognised for being able to do good sales. and i want to be recognised as a high roller. to be able to bring in the sales consistently everyday, and obviously to earn more money.

my back isn't getting any better recently, cause i've to stand up whole day long. i really think that there was a huge problem with my spine, cause it's been months! heh. hopefully with my one day rest during the weekends it'll get better. plus i haven't exercised alot recently too! i really want to recover so i can go back to playing sports.

you got me there, pink cookie girl.

working is tough. army now seems like a holiday camp. hit a rough patch recently, so i'm still trying to get back on my feet. maybe my work is partly affected by that other thing. but i'm not going to give up so easily. i'm a pretty stubborn person so even though i might not be doing very well recently, i will continue to push for better results and get better! i don't care if i'm not being very profitable at the moment.

staring at the people
staring back at me
and through these windows to my soul
i'm afraid of what they see

snowflakes tapping on my window
ask to be let in
my only friends in this ice cold world
they'd melt into the unseen

and when i stare out the frosted glass
i'm blinded by the white
i'm greeted by a million friends
who've fallen in the night

as time goes by they leave me
and take my heart along
now there's nothing left to see
i'm stuck here, this is wrong

i'm stuck here but i'm to blame
Loneliness, my only friend
abandoned by Love, the game
i now await my end

cause each time i try to embrace my Love
i'm rejected by the web of lies i wove
Hope's left me, Despair's set in
fighting a battle i can't win

left on the shelf, i'm peering out
out of this world of glass
lost all rhythm, lost all hope
i'm stuck in this snow globe.

i've never been very good at expressing how i feel.

played badminton for team night on wed night at clementi sports hall. was a really fun time and got to know a few more people, so now i'm a little less antisocial lol. i think my back hasn't recovered cause now it's hurting like mad after all the exercise!!! why i rest for so long also won't recover one sia. i cannot tahan alr.

today is friday! which means tmr i will get to play basketball. i hope. got meeting in the morning which means i cannot wake up late. :( and after meeting have to rush home to get my bball stuff before going down to queenstown. off day like not off day at all.

and it's you when i look in the mirror.

one week at the job and still going! 6 day work week, which means i'll be working tomorrow. but next week onwards they're switching to a half-day instead of full-day shift. so i guess that means i'll have more free time for myself. but i don't have use for free time! i will end up spending money. and it's not like i get to spend time with her anyway :( sigh. sometimes it's good to have no idling time.

haven't played basketball in quite a while, about 1 week actually. itching to play! but the next match is in 2 weeks time, which is bloooooody far away.

first day of job induction today. got to know a few people working at the place, and know more bout my job scope. kinda fun, i think i'll have fun once i start working! oh yeah i know people don't really read my blog anymore, but does anyone want MIOTV or MIOHOME? let me know yeah! buy from me and i'll treat you to dinner or sth haha.

been feeling kinda weird lately, maybe it's the lack of exercise. i have only exercised once in the past 3 weeks, in an attempt to preserve and heal my back. it's definitely getting better, but i can't stand up for too long. :(


You’re my sweet escape
My guilty pleasure
And when I’m alone
I dream of you

I dream of you
Holding my hand
Walking the shores
Till the very end

Till the very end
Of the world I’d go
My love declare
Just so you know

Just so you know
You make me smile
So here’s to wishing
You’d stay awhile


life doesn't give you all that you want. but you just can't let it get you down, or you'll never ever learn to live life to it's fullest.